Pigieon eggs. update.

The shadows have been diagnosed as
"Primary Cancer"
 
I am to be admitted into the Freemans Hospital  in a week or two.
The treatment involved is something called  " CHEMO EMBOLIZATION ".  Don’t ask me what that is ,
 I don’t know and I don’t wish to know. All I do know is that it is the treatment of Cancer using chemicals.
I have been informed of possible risks and that my hair will "not" fall out 🙂
 
The telephone rang and a nurse from the Freemans
 asked if I wished to be informed of the results over the phone
or would I prefer an appointment to see my consultant. I choose the former.
 
Shocked for an hour or so, I soon calmed down and with my usual devil may care attitude,
proceeded  getting on with my day. 
 
What else could I do other than prepare myself for the fight of my life.
 
There is something alive inside me and it wants to kill me, but it has a fight on it’s hands.
 
 
 
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Directly after the phone call while I was still in shock,
 
I created this little picture.
 
  I was in a world of my own my fingers seemed to be doing things without me telling them to.
 
Mmmmm…unusual picture for me.
 
 
 OOOOOoooo   look I have gone all flowery.
 
 
 
 

 

Have a great weekend all and if you don’t here from me within 2 weeks, send a posse.

"I am not frightened of dying I just would rather not be there when it happens "   

 

DEEP DEEP PEACE OF THE RUNNING WAVE TO ALL WHO ENTER HERE.

 

Ps.  It is a Full Moon tonight, so be carefull "Cherno" might be on the loose.

 

 Hooooowwwwwwweeeeellllllllllllllllllll......

Kenny- 2dogs-Hutch.

 

 

 
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

26 responses to “Pigieon eggs. update.

  1. Hi Kenny!I can understand why you would be in shock, no one expects to hear that! You still have a sense of humor amazing.Take care, XXDonna

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  2. Hi Kenny, Popped by to see if there was any further news. Hope you are doing just fine.LoveKate xxx

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  3. Hi Kenny, Good luck mate! fingers and everything else crossed too for you me old son…see you soon

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  4. Hi Kenny, keep right on with your strong positive attitude I know you can do it, everyone is behind you and willing you the strength to be stong and well again, possitive vibes and energy from me to you as alwaysLove Suki x

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  5. Coffee With Kate

    Sweetheart! What awful news and what a superb attitude. Please let me know how you are doing as soon as you are able to do so. I will be thinking of you.I send you love and kisses,Kate. xxx

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  6. Hello Kenny,I popped over for a chat and to see if you have had your results in…. the chat doesn’t seem appropiate right now.I’m at a loss as to what to say… I’m gutted for you my friend, but also admiring of your positive attitude, you are right of course, it is the biggest fight of your life.. one that you can win!Good luck Kenny, we will all fight your fight with you,With all my very best wishes for you my friend, and so so much good luck for your oncoming fight.Sending you positive healing thoughtsNick

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  7. Omg Kenny hardly pop in spaces anymore….i’m shocked mate…but sending loving positive thoughts your way, back up against the wall mate fight it with all you’ve got …..hugs and cuddles moni /pookie xx

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  8. Hey Kenny I have sent you a Private message. take much care, please.my thoughts are with you.xxx

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  9. Evina You bring warmth to a cold man.

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  10. show must go on Kenny,you must fight,you can do it.xxx

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  11. Hi my dear Kenny,I am so sorry to read this entry,but do not worry about that,this kind of treatment is really good and you are stong enough to fight against this disease.My thoughts are with you my special English dreamer,take much care.lots of love.xxx

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  12. Hello Susie. How kind of you to visit me here, thank you for your support it is most appreciated and welcome. Sarha. Thank you again for your wise words, we have had our differences but do not all friends have them sometimes ? "Ho" and inform your ludship I embrace his kind wishes just as I do yours.Nat + Timid one. I am filling up. thank you once again. I just don;t know what to say. I am so emotional just now. "oh" dear. I think it is time to sleep. Ahhh yes, perchance to dream.

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  13. positive thoughts,,,from all your friends and believe in yourself and the will to go on…..thats all you need, plus luvin thoughts for you next week……xxx susie x

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  14. Never give in, you cannot now afford the luxury of a negative thought. We have had our differences at times but this is a road we know and Commander and I both send healing thoughts and strong wishes for your recovery xxxxxxxxx

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  15. In that case (re "born hard") you will be kicking and beating this thing into shrivelled shrunken submission with everything you’ve got….and a whole lot more you didn’t know you had till the need arose….even when the going gets its most rough and turbulent….correct??? Yes…course it is….cos you are strong in mind and spirit and the strong WILL prevail!!! Timid one x

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  16. Dearest Kenny I read your words and then I read them again. When a person views you as friend kindness and consideration is freely given and you are very welcome to any comfort I can offer. You state that your brain does not know how to accept defeat, I hope that this will help you stand fast and support you on the road ahead. I do not believe you were born hard. Life makes you this way, It’s called standing on your own two feet. For all you machismo bluster there is a very tender side to you, expressed succinctly towards your daughter and grandchildren. What ever way this stormy passage takes you, I in turn thank you for the gift of a cherished friendship you bestowed upon me. xxx

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  17. Facing and accepting defeat, is like asking my brain to do something it has never done before, does not know how to do and does not want to do. I have a 50% chance of beating this, the other 50% would give me a year or so. Which ever way it crumbles, I shall never forget peoples kindness and consideration. Thank you all once again.Cheers Steve, keep taking those fantastic pictures. I know a great deal of people enjoy them so much. I know I do. OK, I don’t leave you many comments but I "do" visit often to view your good work. I still remember the pictures of the bear as it walked past you in the Forrest. You at that moment showed great courage and strength. Good man you Steve. Timid one.It does not take "trouble" for my strength and courage to kick in, I was born hard !!! Lisa-Nicoleen. If ever you should read this, then never forget how much I love you, always have and always shall. Give a big warm hug to the kids from me please. I miss them so much. xxx

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  18. Out of deep trouble is born deep strength and courage. You can get thru this. Timid one x :))

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  19. I’m pulling for you Kenny

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  20. Thank you ladies, for your encouraging words. For the first time in my life, at the pit of my stomach I feel I am in deep trouble. But mother Nature must take her coarse and even now as she quite possibly could be killing me, I still love her.

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  21. Hugs and healing thoughts, this can be beaten, it is a path M’Lord is walking at the moment, a short way ahead of you. You are in our thoughts and prayers xx

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  22. Had a little look into the treatment you mention….it actually sounds really positive and combined with your own postive attitude and that great fighting spirit I think you will be riding high on the "deep peace of the running wave" before you know it :)Let the wind carry you on its shoulders…let hope be the wings that lift your spirit high….Icewolfy paws wrapped tightly around you…Timid one x :))

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  23. "Now I will not let go" Love and Hugs always Kenny and Fly High. xxx

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  24. and me you Harold.

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  25. I look forward to hearing from you after the cure, – take care .

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