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In 1973 my half brother died falling from a great height at the age of 29. Terry was 5 years older than myself and because of the dislike I held for my dad, I saw Terry as a father figure.

I was devastated and I mean devastated. Grief like I had never known before. I moaned, groaned and writhed like some injured beast of the forest.Β 

Terry would have been 70 years old today had he lived.


Never forgotten.



I do not look at the last few frames of this video.

Any who may have the time or inclination to view it shall understand why .


Terry did not fall he went straight up Β !!!


8 responses to “Terry

  1. What a beautiful tribute to your Brother Kenny… and I know you may scoff lol at my Spiritual notions.. but I am sure your Brother went straight up.. and looks upon you from his lofty height with much love in his heart at his younger brother..

    Sending thoughts…. Sue


    • NO-NO-NO Sue, I do not scoff. not at all. I respect peoples faith and understand what it means to them. Although most times I just find it impossible to share their beliefs. I follow your blog mainly because, I like to read other peoples views on spirituality. It all seems a little imaginary to me. But then I think that imagination rules the world and reading peoples imaginings can be fun, if not enlightening. I like you and your blog, so that is a good enough reason for me to visit you πŸ™‚ x


      • I thank you Kenny, and maybe I used the wrong words.. and yes I entirely agree we each have the rights to our own beliefs… For me God is defined as Creator!.. I do not believe in a judgemental ‘God’ for in my book that defeats the whole point of someone whose faith says God is ALL forgiving!..
        There is a natural order of Divinity .. Universal Laws of cause and effect…Vibration etc at work… mixed with a whole lot of other things which Science still has yet to explain.. πŸ™‚
        Me well you know me Kenny by now… I tap into those other realms.. and have seen them first hand in ectoplasm… So to me these other realities are real and not only in my imagination..
        But then what we imagine do we then not create,,, πŸ™‚ We live in a world we create via our thinking every day πŸ™‚ πŸ˜‰ Good to know you enjoy my blog πŸ™‚ xxxx Hugs my good friend. xx


  2. Grief that tears at the heart and soul and leaves you lost in a sea of pain…but your heart and your great love for Terry will keep him ever close to you…only ever a heartbeat away. Nothing will ever take that away from you. In your heart for always holding you tight as only a brother can.

    And when your heart is hurting and the pain runs too deep may the peace of the moon wolves that walk the wolf-ways of the spirit bring to you the calm and softly soothing peace of the stars, to offer you the peace of knowing your loved one is right there with you, smiling gently into your heart.
    Timid one, calling the song of the Moon Wolves πŸ™‚ x


  3. Hi Kenny, sending you much love as you remember your brother. These are huge losses and those we love are never forgotten. We always keep missing them, time is irrelevant to that. Sending a hug up to you my friend, along with a little sun. xx


  4. So sorry for your loss
    I lost my only child in 1999.
    That put a hole in my Soul that will never heal
    I fell to the floor when I realized she was dead hearing someone screaming & then realizing that it was me.
    This is a nice memorial for your brother.
    hugs my friend


  5. In loving memory of a dear cousin, Terry.
    life is full of tragic happenings, always remember him ……..R.I.P



  6. My sincere sympathies Kenny, for a much missed brother. Warmest and softest of hugs my friend. xPenx


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